hey yall. got a few questions for you. im 19 years old grew up a baptist all my l life. not really a huge christian family but we do believe in god and wat not. in the past year or so i've kinda questioned things. how do we know god is real? i mean jesus wants us all to go to heaven right? so why doesnt he show himself? are we not special enough? he used to walk among people years ago but not now? why god? how did he get his special powers to make earth and space and stuff. who made god? did he just appear? i mean jesus came from god and mary so where did god come from?